falling_voices: (i'm losing my FUCKING mind)
falling_voices ([personal profile] falling_voices) wrote2010-10-02 07:58 pm

i'm pretty sure it's not normal. or maybe it is. i dunno.

 
So there's online!Sara: writing plenty, ridiculously excited about a number of totally unrelated things, dabbling in lotsa new fandoms and generally pretty fucking happy, thanks.

And there's rl!Sara: horribly confused about uni paperwork, even more horribly confused about uni as a general theme, fighting through family matters of various sizes (ranking from Oh snap my great grand mother's heritage is making everyone miserable why is everyone such a dick to Yes dad, I'm writing fanfiction, jesus christ, it's been five years, let it go), oh, and my last pair of thighs just ripped. Right over the heel. 

It's not even a  case of HOMGFANDOMHASBECOMEMOREIMPORTANTTHANRL! because, uh. I'm not even online all that much. And my life out there just keeps gatecrashing me anyway.

The result feels like a weird mix between PMS and vodka. IDK. By this point? I'm just confused.

[identity profile] katty008.livejournal.com 2010-10-02 09:45 pm (UTC)(link)
I'm pretty sure it's normal *hugs*.

[identity profile] falling-voices.livejournal.com 2010-10-03 03:02 pm (UTC)(link)
I guess. It's just balancing between the two that's... weird. Ish.

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[identity profile] katie-and-kirby.livejournal.com 2010-10-03 10:17 pm (UTC)(link)
Its okay. Eventually, it evens out. Either that or you randomly drop off the face of the internet due to RL stuff and the rest of us attempt to recover from whiplash. XD
(I hope that second one doesn't happen! I would cry. And then my little cousin would suggest (fopr the 18th time) that you were actually a sweaty bald guy who lives in Ohio who was internet stalking me and the reason you disappeared is because the police finally found you. (I just don't know why that kid is so paranoid) *laughs*)

[identity profile] falling-voices.livejournal.com 2010-10-04 07:45 am (UTC)(link)
Aha, I'm not going to drop off the face of the Internet now. Writing, fandom, and you lot are pretty much the only things keeping me afloat right now. I guess rl's pretty much like a ship — rocking sideways, and when it tilts a little too off those are the things that tug me back. (Extended metaphors!)

Your little cousin's reasoning is EXACTLY like my parents". D: when I mentioned that Sa' might come to Paris sometime next year they were all 'wait, have you actually ever seen her? talked to her on the phone? how to we know she's not some kind of pervert?' ... dude. Chill. /hugs

[identity profile] katie-and-kirby.livejournal.com 2010-10-04 11:30 am (UTC)(link)
Extended metaphors FTW! XD

Seriously? I thought I was the only one suffering this form of insanity. I mean, we've all known each other how long? Like, somewhere between 2 and 4 years, right? I think if someone on here was some sweaty perverty, we would've caught them by now! Not to mention, I seen pictures of sa (from when she dressed up to see that Twilight movie, you know, New Moon?) I really don't think creepers dress up like Twilight vampires and then take goofy pictures with their friends. *hugs back*

In other news, no fair, I want to go to Paris too!!! *wail*